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down the lane on Grandma's farm

John Steinbeck’s “Travels with Charley, In Search of America” has been my constant partner these past weeks.  I savor it and never let myself read more than a couple of pages.  To find my hero at 60 years old, living in a truck from coast to coast and back, reflecting on pieces of country, nature, people and conversations, is a bit of a treasure.  When I found that he’d written such a book in his own words, I wouldn’t even read it for a while.  I felt like I needed to be somewhere like Texas to begin it.  Or at least be headed towards something like Texas.

As Steinbeck preaches in first person of a slowly unpeeled recognition of the hidden America, 1962, away from the interstate exits and tourist sightfalls; Ashley and I blitzed across most of the country during the night at 85mph stopping only to refill a coffee cup at 24 hour travel centers.  As a result I was visited in a dream by Clint Eastwood, my mind’s manifestation of John Steinbeck.  He sat me in a wooden chair placed in the lonely middle of a Kansas farmhouse and paced around me in circles, articulating my disgrace in a gray growl from behind a fisted jawline.  His leather jacket squished and cowboy boots beat the hollow film-grained floor I stared upon, hoping for a pattern towards forgiveness.  A French poodle, Charley I suppose, lay by the door as lookout and wouldn’t come to me.  It was awful.

I first picked up the book on the bus from Veracruz to Mexico city.  After a few hours then, a couple of sittings at the hostel, a 24 hour ride for the Reynosa border wars, then a couple afternoons at Grandma’s, Memaw’s, and Mom’s in Kentucky; I am on page 56 and the book is breaking in nicely.  For now, I suppose that I don’t really want to read the book.  I just want to have the book, and have my destination, but coincide their contents for as long as I am able.

“I can’t even imagine the forest colors when I am not seeing them.  I wondered whether constant association would cause inattention, and asked a native New Hampshire woman about it.  She said the autumn never failed to amaze her; to elate.  “It is a glory,” she said, “and can’t be remembered, so that it always comes as a surprise.”

~John Steinbeck

Ashley and my Papaw pick this year's tomatoes


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